sometimes when i walk pass my old house and i feel nostalogic and it reminds me of my dad.miss the old times with him, though there are some nagging,but i know is for my own good.but i'm too young to know about this at that upon of time.
daddy, it's been 4 years you had pass away,i remember that i always been very stubborn,i know is too late for me to say this already, but i still wanna say out, though you cant see what i have type down here.remember the day when i first play chess with you?it is the most memorable thing in my life,i know that i have been very arrogant and gave you fuck up attitude, you never even once give up on me.you are always there to support me, always there for me, but i took you for granted.
i still remember there's this one time mum wanna to whack me with the cane while i am sleeping and you are the one who took the cane away from her hands, and got one time i have a high fever, you even stay for one night and took good care of me,make sure that i've become better a bit, you did not had any enough sleep and go work for the next day.
and as times goes by, i know i did not treat you well, always like throw you alone at home.
until we become poor and we move house to rent for room,i still remember that time you had to work night shift just to support me by driving taxi at night, none stop,and you like nv fail to support me, but end up i make you angry and piss you off and you ended in hospital,and is like i always wanna tell you that i'm always grateful to have a father like you, and i regreted and i feel like i myself always don know what to do after when you are gone. and i felt sorry but it's too late already, as times goes by,i've enlisted to army and i know i had to be strong and be more independant, and times i break down,times i cry, but i always remember this phrase you always tell me, that i have to be independent and no matter what i must be mature and stop thinking of crazy things and play like nobody business,must do something meaningful in life.
and all i can say is dad, you taught me the most things and i nv cherish you when you are alive,but i always love you dad and i promise you that i'll carry on to live and i'll live my life to the fullest no matter what it takes. i will work hard to become more successful.this time i mean it.Labels: thank you daddy. I love you and i will always be strong and carry on my life and live to the fullest