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I can be a angel, i can be a demon.
Adore peace, abhor problems
miss the old times...but it seems that i have to put down and leave it as how it was,and be myself for who i am now... time fly very fast..things started to change ever since i worked at killiney,long john silvers,balaclava,LFI,dynasty paradise and lastly kungfu paradise,even when i got enlist to the army i always thinking...what am i working for?for the sake of money?or just simply earning a living?or for the sake gf?for the sake for myself?for mum?for brother?for future?or what?
but i always tell myself,i work is because for the sake of survival,earn money,so that i can repay the kindness for those who have taken care of me...i like that do also got wrong ma?this is what i want also got wrong ma?!!! not just simply take a fucking 40 dollars allowance per week from mum which i don fucking want to? is it wrong to ask for support when i need help from mum?or just because i am already in my 20s than i cant ask for support and help anymore?!or is it that i always fail things that i always do,just because of this i am not worth for help and support is it?
i always wanted to say out my feelings...but sometimes,i feel that i just have to keep it for myself,even though in appearance i may have lots of friends....yes i agree...ppl around is always helping me...i agree...is not that i cant see...i am not blind...i know who treats me good or bad... who can trust and who cant trust i also know!!!
and because of this ppl out there thinks that i am taking things for granted..which i fucking don!! even my mum also thinks this way,now even my sworn brother also thinks this way...but nvm...i will prove it all wrong! i don care how ppl see me anymore...
all thanks to you mum what have you done in the past to me and dad!!!! i became what i am now!!! i will be a good person like you want me to be!!!everything will soon be of no problems to you anymore,mum!!! i will give you back the love,like how you gave me from last time till today...